raindrop keep fallin on my head

This sucks! It's been raining like all week and
there's still no sign of the Cullens!

To write, or not to write

It’s been awhile. Has it not? I mean apart from my latest post, I haven’t write anything here. Suffice to say, I’m getting tired of trying to figure out of what to write. I think there’s nothing interesting happen in my last for the past few weeks. Besides, my mind goes completely blank when it comes to formulating ideas. Sometimes, the ideas just pop up but I couldn’t make them into words. T_T

Today, everything passed in a blur.
While the lecturer kept droning on about nerves of brain, my mind wandered away, dreaming of nice places, totally lost track of what was going on with the lecture. And the endless lectures produced unbearable ennui, so much of brain stuff, I could barely understand..!! Maybe it was just me, the day started pretty well actually, but you know how sometimes, I mean, it just happened..!!

I’m getting back to normal, slowly following the pace, away from facebookING, I mean playing games for like everyday. You’ll never know how addicting it is. I swear..!! But always boredom will slowly takes over me once again. See, I never really stick with one particular thing for a long time, there’s always reason to quit, to stop joining or whatever…

I realize that romance kind of book doesn’t suit my interest pretty well. It doesn’t really bring excitement and thrills like when you’re reading Eragon for instance. But once I started to read Jane Eyre, so much to my surprise, I completely get hooked with the beauty of every words written…I marvel every sentences, every emotions, expressed by the author.. I think I’m starting to enjoy literature..!! Hahahaha..!!

That’s it for now..
Shall we get back to reality y’all..?


-I’m fully aware that my post is getting shorter these days-
-When some ppl think I dont blog because nobody reads my blog, this is not true. I write for myself and I want to make that clear -

Life

Nobody said life would be easy

they just promised it would be WORTH it...

Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart....

at kampung with grandma and naughty little cousin..!!

this pic is sooo cool..!!

i love this..!!

coz i dont care..

nah, too sad, i dont feel that way..

riveting world of literature...

Atticus said,

"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view - until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."

"There's a lot of ugly things in this world, son. I wish I could keep 'em all away from you. That's never possible."

"I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do. Mrs Dubose won, all ninety-eight pounds of her. According to her views, she died beholden to nothing and nobody. She was the bravest person I ever knew."

Atticus would always be the best heroe and father in the literary history.
Believe me, it's the best book I've ever read....( even till now, every what he said, stick like a glue in my head, yeah i know, pretty exaggerating )

I do admire you very much Mr Atticus Finch...^^

Give me your strenght, and i'll be strong..

Perhaps, the urgals are not so cruel after all. Yeah but who cares, they killed Ajihad..leaving Nasuada all alone to rule the Vardens..so yeah, I hate them..

I’m beat..I could feel every part of my being aching from constant pressure I’ve been dealing with…yeah I wish to escape to the land of Narnia, or fly with Saphira..

If I could..

But then again, I’m here..

It feels dull. It seems like my every emotion scattered, my every beliefs detached, I feel like already giving up. And the dreadful nighmare is coming after me again, I feel useless, I feel small, for not being able to do anything about it…

I feel like
Losing the battle already…

I’m so freakin’ scared…!!

not too young, not too old...

Mencari jalan pulang

Tadi kelas praktikal yang sungguh memenatkan. Bukan fizikal yang penat, tapi otak. Tidak, badan pon penat juga, sebab hari panas terik. Tengahari yang panas, mikroskop yang tidak berfungsi dengan semaksima yang mungkin, ditambah dengan mata yang semakin kejulingan melihat slide-slide histology, ah malas nak diceritakan.
Tapi minggu depan exam, hendak atau tidak kena juga revise. 25 slide ? What the..Ya, 25 slide, tapi 15 sahaja yang masuk exam..Pancreas, liver, ileum…ect,ect

Aku rasa mahu makan..makan tatkala penat dan lapar sungguh nikmat. Tak perlu runsing gemuk, kerana kamu tidak gemuk.Mungkin kamu sedikit berisi, eh tidak jugak, kamu slim sahaja, makan sahaja.. ( ayat poyo yang tidak boleh bla ) Bak kata kawan aku, belajar medik ni susah, makan aja, nanti kerja busy, slim balik kamu nanti..

Aku tahu lately aku melagho tak tentu pasal..buat ibadah pun malas..nak jadi macam setan ke ? Heh, apabila mendengar berita kematian Arwah Ammar, aku rasa insaf. Aku fikir perlukah dikorbankan satu nyawa, untuk menyedarkan kita tentang dosa kita..Ah, jahat sungguh aku. Tak tahu malu.

Balik Malaysia tidak lama lagi. Agenda makan tidak terhenti disitu..Ahhh, aku terasa ingin makan choco pop dengan susu sejuk sekarang.

Take account of yourself

Alhamdulillah…

Let say, I’d won the battle today, fighting some strong legged urgals like crazy ( if u know what I mean by URGALS ), running, kicking and punching hard those gruesome creatures...plus with the exhausted journey I had today , crossing, exploring the thick wood of Spine, I’d say, I truly am satisfied..

But,
With this exaggerating tone “ Tired, tired, tired…” for like zillionth of times, on the background..
Yeah, like you can hear me….


It’s always about iman, iman, and iman, the very aspect inside of you which need to be seriously taking care of, which seemingly getting weaker and weaker each day, leading you slowly to destruction, when the faith (iman) lose its shines… For whatever condition, you, simply know the reason, don’t ask me..I know mine..

So,
Thank you, thank you, and thank you…..

For those who are persistently without fail reminding me, about hereafter and hellfire, about good deeds and sins……so thanks again..to call people people towards Allah, is not only your job or my job, but it’s ours…

It’s our responsibilities..

I wish this reminder stick like a glue in my head so I wont forget or pretend to forget…

Take account of yourselves before it is taken by you. Weigh your deeds before
they are weighed for you, (on the day of Jugdement) and beautify
yourselves (with good deeds) for the great display (on the day of
Jugdement)


Umar Al-Khattab